bittersweet

finished my 6th and last assignment for the last 20 days. was extremely happy at first, my usual screaming ritual and all..

but somehow i just feel weird. and wrong. *sigh* sounds so not thankful, for being able to stand all those long days and nights of work (though luckily i still have some amount of fun in between :D ) and survive even the most anticipated final assignment, those alien codes of HTML even tho i have to ask for help here and there.

this feels like a cliche paradox of feeling alone in noisy crowds.

i need to entertain myself.

and as boring as it may sound, count my blessings :)

enuff with all the dorky whines.

this sem is nearly over. after 4 months made of fun.stress.new lessons.laughters.and all those mixed up feelings.

happy for things i have sorted out.

for good friends i have here.

for some turnings in life that make me less naive, tho i still believe i am naive in some extent.

for accepting the fact that i am not as shiny and hi-tech and supersmart as some people i know, but i have no problems with it. (last holiday’s personal struggle : SOLVED :) )

currently less excited for the upcoming internship. but i know exactly i dont really mean it and will change my mind right after i enter the building on my first day. teeheee.

lookin forward to the class farewell dinner. which will officially end my 3rd sem.

adios, assignments ! :)

rain gloomed us for a while, added by some noisy opening acts that made us waited for 3,5 hours until we could actually see the guys. they were worth the wait, tho.

ritter looked cute in that colorful indian hat, not to mention his skill as a flirtatious and jokey frontman.

they were interactive, looked in tune with each other, and awesomely entertaining.

come to think of it, it was my first major concert since i have always been working for concerts. so yeah, spending it with ken akil michelle was totally memorable :))

my best findings after one whole day shoppin trip

the anti-ad that makes me scream outta excitement in the middle of the nite when no one was around

1. i have been sitting on the same spot facing my laptop for the whole week. ” *sigh* you are still here ” comment from the housemates have been heard for a million times until just now.

2. i have not been goin out for a while that the only thing excites me now is that i created an anti-ad by myself. not a high-tech nor supercreative one like pepsi did, of course. and i got help here and there especially for photoshop. you know who you are. thanks a lot :))

3. am currently counting on owl city to open my mornings and close my days. they are soothing in every way. never thought i would like a synthpop band. but they are just awesome.

4. i might seem to cope with assignment stress better but the nightmares, they keep on coming back. i hate being woken up by my own scream in odd hours.

5. time traveller’s wife is #1 on the list after all this craziness over. not to forget american dad marathon.

6. trying to make less ASSUMPTIONS over things that would not even do any goods to me.

for now, i will just be a total nerd and date all these assignments.

i have had more than enough fun for the last two weeks without doing any work.

the shopping day where i found a nice minnie mouse-like high waisted skirt,flip-flops and a b&w vintage the beatles tee.

cath’s fabulous birthday dinner.a ll 31 of us dressed up for that.

and last but not least, all american rejects live in concert.

more fun awaits after the 20th and i cant wait !

first day back to coll after the week off.

bitter surprising interesting damn smart advertising lecture indulged my mornin. still with his random trivias. superfast pace. and the always-different opinions in different times (love is a commodity vs love is the only thing in the world which is NOT a commodity) well, he’s just being him.

after-class dvd session. michelle akil ken kenneth. expected for the konon good hang-over. it turned out to be, errr..stupid, i guess. shifted to grease. how i love the pleated skirts. neat ballooned-sleeve shirt. and of course, vintage dresses :) waitin for the last 30mins to the end of the movie.

the dinner dish i always love, grilled dori with cream sauce.

heading home. currently listening to various acoustic bands. they are so soothing. yuna estrella ballads of the cliche white shoes and the couples company. are just right for my quiet nite.

the handmade necklace i got from the handicraft bazaar

the soothing troubadors :))