—First Of The Gang To Die
Night Lullaby
..you have never been in love
until you see the sunlight
thrown over the smashed human bones..
And you have never been in love
until you see the dawn rise
behind the home for the blind..
First of the Gang to Die - Zee Avi
She has never failed to keep me company, wondering, dreaming, and thinking at any times. (This song is a Morrison cover but I love hers better than the original one)
Right now, I have quite a few things to attend to..
The group presentation, which honestly i am really worry about. Law is exciting yet very new to me, not to say there seem to be neverending readings.
The event. I am superduper excited about it yet there are still things we need to work on before laughing and partying after it is beautifully done. I cant really complaints, those in higher positions than me have more things to worry about. I am just thinking of how we sell food to raise fund, we spend hours and hours on that. But a single performer’s hourly fee worths WAYYY more than that. Things in life are unfair sometimes, yeah? *chuckles*
I’m down with flu and I am frantic about it. I mean, I cant really get sick right now. But well, there will never be the ‘right’ times to get sick, eh? So i’m just glad it doesnt happen in the last couple of weeks of semester. I feel kinda deaf as my ears are blocked :( It is really annoying. Then there’s this thought in mind, about maybe, just maybe, I could try to enjoy it because the world currently sounds quieter. Hmm, a chance to get less contaminated by unnecessary noises, perhaps? Oh well.
After all, ironically, or gladly, or weirdly, or … (fill in the blank as you like to)
..i feel really good. I am so energized and excited about many things
about weekly meetings, promotions, notebook project, eye surgery, moonlight cinema, going home, watching You Again, and so many other small stuffs..
To feel good, or to feel miserable, at the end of the day, is your call :) Bitching and complaining are my daily meals but I would not let any of these things go because they are precious chances.
With this, I am off to bed. Me and my lullabies from the new couple: maroon Nano and Vodka mini speaker
Nyam !
